Contented.
I want to feel that feeling again.
Dear God,
please
help me.
I've been mislead by all sort of trashes
of
Life.

I decided to write, again. Hello world.

Its about time. I cant lie to myself. I cant pretend that everything is fine when things are pretty messed up. So im thinking, maybe i should just let it go. Its so hard to let go things you really cherish. But we have to do it. We cant lie down and let barney come and eat us all alive.

So, move on. Get a gun and start shooting. Boooooooooooom.

uh?

wow, its been awhile. haha.

a lot , lot has happened. thankful im still alive. heh. more to come soon.a

addie.

When you are addicted to something. Something bad. You cant just let yourself lose the battle, can you? A friend of mine was so into computer games. This may sound silly to you ; " Computer freak " or " Ah silly geek bugger " or any sort like that. His life was taken away by these games. He could sit for days in front of his personal computer, like he was praying to it.

But in life, there are more. Drug , Sex, Cigarette addiction. A lot of em.

While you're in deep trouble, addicted to any unhealthy thing, spare some time and think about the people that love you. Or just people that might get affected.

Dear asshole.

It's amazing how some people affect you. Even more amazing when you flip the newspaper and all you can understand is ; The government says that this guy who happens to be such an affection to a hell lot of people penetrated another guy's anus.

Oh, save me.

Sometimes i sit and wonder ; Why the hell are we here. What are we doing here. Who owns this jack. Where are we heading. And bla bla bla bla bla. No one could give me the exact answer.

So i decided put these questions away. I do not want to start thinking and mess my head about this. Lets be happy. Happiness of course, does not only come in 1 package. It comes from different sources and variety ways. So for start, i am going to put up this giant art i made on my wall. Written ;

I AM MR HAPPY. BE HAPPY
BECAUSE
AGAIN,
I AM
MR
HAPPY

cheers ; i am not so sober myself.

x

Today, sucked like shit

hye

im in the lab. hye hahaha

sort of shit.

Everyone says everyone deserves second chance. Okay i agree with that because we are all human. Of course, people make mistakes and some say we learn from our mistakes.

But if you keep repeating your mistakes and you know you're doing something wrong, its different story after all.

Oh btw, im enjoying my " tau foo fah " but i dont feel good somehow. Something is not right. *shitface.

supa dupa fly

My oh my.

You hit me, female dog.

Dear X, when i think about you, i hope you fcking choke. =O !

parapapappaa!

I am so hungry. I can eat a car now. ROARRRRRRR

Sometimes, the things that we like to do are not good for us and things we dont like are Good for us.

Boring

Blah.

Did newton really find the gravity law when he was resting ? Was Columbus really an explorer? How did Thomas Edison create the light bulb?

In daily life, you wonder and ask. But sometimes those questions just stop there. You think and then you forget about it. Its good to ask questions and be curious. But dont be extra curious unless your goal is to be a detective.

Some people find true happiness through spiritual activities. Some just love to go to parties to grab happiness. Different people enjoy different things.

Also, some people lie. They lie in order to survive. Lie about everything and others will be amazed or respect them.
Everything about them is not that true.

Sometimes, you back stab other people to keep on living. Even your own friend. You cant always be nice. You cant survive if you cannot get what you want.

Its true that a picture paints thousand words. Things are not always the way you look. If you happen to see a happy couple enjoying their time, think, they surely have gone through some bad times.

Dont you think that what we have today, technology wise, is so so great. Our grandfathers or people before them surely didnt get to enjoy what we have today. Still, be thankful because they were the ones who donated the main idea.

Great people are admired. They say that best phrase in science is not ' eureka ' but ' why ' . That is when you wonder and hopefully you'll achieve your goal.

Life is something you live forward but you learn backward.

Please, stop the war. No matter where you people are. Dont kill innocent people.

Back to mundaey.

Thats it.Times up. Weekend is over. Now i have to restart everything again. How pathetic and boring. To think about it, some things are Hard when you dont understand the concept behind it. But when you get the idea or hold of it, it will eventually become easy. Mmhm. Anyways, im actually jealous of these two peeps. So happy together. heheh

have a fantastic week folks.

zxcvbn

Streets of love by Rolling Stones is the perfect song for me right now. ( Dear God by A7X too heh )

So yes, its Saturday and im home. As usual, i do not know what to do, where to go, what to eat and everything else. Im bored of everything. I feel like climbing Mount Everest and just shout out loud. What about you? Arent you bored with life? If you are, please give me a call. Zero One Two Six Zero Five Two Dot Dot Dot. Yeah, just guess the last three digits.

Its a whole new chapter for me now. Chapter 19, Sad Sad Boy.

Tonight Red Devils will entertain The Gunners at 1.10 am my time. I cant wait to watch the match actually. And of course, I hope
Man Utd will win.

Good Morning.

In half an hour my EGE 182 test 1 will take place. Wish me best of luck. I just thought of writing this ;

You have to stand up on your own even when life is giving you
a hard , hard time.